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Shut me down till its over... by Corpse-boy Shut me down till its over... by Corpse-boy

oh please..please don't make go though with this,i don't wanna be here for this,i don't wanna take the pain! please just shut me off... so i don't have to go thought this, just shut me off, and do what you must till its over... just shut me off till its all over...
uhhgg whats going on and whats wrong? many things, i wish not to explain in details but in a blur,
you see these pass few months have been horrible, misable, why? well a promising newfriend-ship has spoiled over the last few months into some thing worst then any nemesis i have ever had, and now excluded from a circle of friends because of him i am left in betrayal, negligence and misery, as a result, i pulled a selfish action that will destroy what ever hope was left of salvaging this group of friends and my once good friend, and doubtlessly..eviction, determined to get back at my friend i fear i have taken every one including myself out with this action,
nothing has happened yet, so now i await in sorrow for the end and pain and ever sweet sadness to flow and wash away this mess, but i wish not to feel it, be apart of the horror yet to come and what i have created, i know its my falut, but
i just want some one to shut me down, shut me down till its over, i just don't wanna be here....
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rainbowdapplejack Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013
you are so complex, the mechanisms of your mind are an eluding enigma! plus i really love your work, it's amzing.
Randime Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2012  Student General Artist
I feel like this all the time, its much worse when you have aspergers. People without autism are lucky. Its easier for them to feel happyness, but with aspergers the sarrow stikes like a bleeding scar on your soul. I love your art <3 It helps remind me that I'm not the only person in the world who feels so misunderstood. :skull::meow::skull:
PandoraPurple Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ah.. I feel bad for you, for sure. I know a friend with a light form of autism, he always appears to be quite content, but I've had him in sorrowful moods.. I must say, autism has positive traits, as in they have a very structured life and can keep theirselves on their work most of the time, I, with my ADD, just can't, and it's quite hateful
Randime Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Student General Artist
You shouldn't feel bad, its just a part of life plus you are right. Autism does in fact have some positive traits. I just wish I could have realized that when I was younger. Oh, and before I forget, my little sister also has ADD. She gets me frustrated a lot, but I love her just the same. I wish you a fine day! :heart:
PandoraPurple Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you , you as well! I get myself frustrated alot, hah..
ExodusCross Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm sorry you feel that way man i hope your feeling better now am always available for an online talk :)
Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
its allright, this was along ago, so things are fine
ExodusCross Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm Glad ^^
xKyoko30 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
It's like you drew me~
loving the creepy and beautifully dark drawings, and I hope you feel better soon >w<
Rachie2222 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I Feel like this sometimes... :depressed: But I've learnt that the only way to be Happy is to think positive and let time heal your woes... We've all made mistakes... We all have regrets... But these are the things that make us who we are... These are the hurdles we must leap over in order to obtain happiness...So dude, I wish you hope and Happiness, as there are many who know how you feel.

Wow, I sound like a psychiatrist...*Hugs you till you can no longer breathe* :glomp: Cheerful thoughts prevail!!!!! :aww:
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