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Shut me down till its over... by Corpse-boy Shut me down till its over... by Corpse-boy
WARNING: DEPRESSTION SHIT VENT ENGAGED

oh please..please don't make go though with this,i don't wanna be here for this,i don't wanna take the pain! please just shut me off... so i don't have to go thought this, just shut me off, and do what you must till its over... just shut me off till its all over...
uhhgg whats going on and whats wrong? many things, i wish not to explain in details but in a blur,
you see these pass few months have been horrible, misable, why? well a promising newfriend-ship has spoiled over the last few months into some thing worst then any nemesis i have ever had, and now excluded from a circle of friends because of him i am left in betrayal, negligence and misery, as a result, i pulled a selfish action that will destroy what ever hope was left of salvaging this group of friends and my once good friend, and doubtlessly..eviction, determined to get back at my friend i fear i have taken every one including myself out with this action,
nothing has happened yet, so now i await in sorrow for the end and pain and ever sweet sadness to flow and wash away this mess, but i wish not to feel it, be apart of the horror yet to come and what i have created, i know its my falut, but
i just want some one to shut me down, shut me down till its over, i just don't wanna be here....
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rainbowdapplejack Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013
you are so complex, the mechanisms of your mind are an eluding enigma! plus i really love your work, it's amzing.
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Randime Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2012  Student General Artist
I feel like this all the time, its much worse when you have aspergers. People without autism are lucky. Its easier for them to feel happyness, but with aspergers the sarrow stikes like a bleeding scar on your soul. I love your art <3 It helps remind me that I'm not the only person in the world who feels so misunderstood. :skull::meow::skull:
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PandoraPurple Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ah.. I feel bad for you, for sure. I know a friend with a light form of autism, he always appears to be quite content, but I've had him in sorrowful moods.. I must say, autism has positive traits, as in they have a very structured life and can keep theirselves on their work most of the time, I, with my ADD, just can't, and it's quite hateful
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Randime Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Student General Artist
You shouldn't feel bad, its just a part of life plus you are right. Autism does in fact have some positive traits. I just wish I could have realized that when I was younger. Oh, and before I forget, my little sister also has ADD. She gets me frustrated a lot, but I love her just the same. I wish you a fine day! :heart:
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PandoraPurple Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you , you as well! I get myself frustrated alot, hah..
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ExodusCross Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm sorry you feel that way man i hope your feeling better now am always available for an online talk :)
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
its allright, this was along ago, so things are fine
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ExodusCross Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm Glad ^^
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xKyoko30 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
It's like you drew me~
loving the creepy and beautifully dark drawings, and I hope you feel better soon >w<
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Rachie2222 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I Feel like this sometimes... :depressed: But I've learnt that the only way to be Happy is to think positive and let time heal your woes... We've all made mistakes... We all have regrets... But these are the things that make us who we are... These are the hurdles we must leap over in order to obtain happiness...So dude, I wish you hope and Happiness, as there are many who know how you feel.

Wow, I sound like a psychiatrist...*Hugs you till you can no longer breathe* :glomp: Cheerful thoughts prevail!!!!! :aww:
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Eixla Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2012
Ray, I want you to talk to me if you need or want to. I don't want to be upset at all and I can see that everything must be awful right now but I really don't want you to do anthing bad. Please? Please, please talk to me if you want to. *Hugs* Please be okay.
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Edgars-Apprentice Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Student Writer
Is he okay? I mean, he seems upset. Did you talk to him?
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Eixla Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
I have no idea. :(
I haven't spoken to him yet, I was hoping that he'd reply to this...
I'm going to go and send him a note now. I hope he's okay. D*X
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Edgars-Apprentice Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012  Student Writer
I do too. I don't really know him, but when people get worried about other people, it scares me.
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Eixla Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
I know what you mean. :/ He hasn't replied to anything yet though.... I think all of the people on this page asking him if he's okay need a cookie or something or caring about awesome people. (I hope you're looking at this, Ray!!!!)
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Edgars-Apprentice Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2012  Student Writer
Aww! You're a sweet friend!
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Eixla Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2012
Awww... thank you! So are you~! *Hugs and gives you a cookie*
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Edgars-Apprentice Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Student Writer
Oh, I don't deserve this. But I give you a llama, k?
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Edgars-Apprentice Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student Writer
This was adorably sad. If you need a friend that won't turn on you, I'm her! How ong did it take you to draw this?
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BiHetHo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
That was rather poetic =0
And sad *hugs you till you pop*
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KatM13 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:huggle: hey, we all make mistakes, so don't beat yourself up too much, dude- sometimes we can't help it- were all human. we do shit that we regret. i know how you feel, so if you wanna talk, be my guest.
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Ladylanternfox Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I know its rough right now sweetheart, but there's always a chance for something brighter in your future. Thinking it will get better, if you see it in your mind that it will, and never giving up on even having the slightest bit of hope that you'll be happier will achieve so much. Nothing will change if you don't see it and dream it, right? :3 I mean that in the kindest way possible honey<3 I have you in my heart and I really hope things turn out for the better for you<3 Bumps like this happen so we can appreciate the good times we have :3 A sweetheart like you will find grace in time, so if you must, be put on hold, but don't shut yourself off<3
Lav yah honey, all of us do. Wish you the best of luck with your situation :3 *hugs tightly*
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
eeeeuuuee! YOUR sooooouuu sweet! you comment made me totally blush and giggle ^3^ thank you for youe kind words, i think i can see things going in my direction if i keep searching for the light! thank you much! im feeling better already :) <3333
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Ladylanternfox Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I'm glad I could make you laugh a little X3 You're very welcome dear, I'm glad to hear it! XD Always look for the light, even in the darkest cavern :3 I'm so happy to hear you're feeling better dear<3 ^^ It warms my heart X3 <333
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darkemoprincess Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
-offers my arms for you to hug me in- I know I don't know you well but for someone as nice and talented as you, I do hope things will be alright
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Emonaruto97 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Student
awww, I really hope you feel better soon.
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Earthen-Arts Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i don't know what to say really... but i do know that based on what your description reads as, your nemesis is worthy of the title, douche-bag. but as a wise man one said, "this too, will end."
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Darkside915 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012   Digital Artist
Oh really NICE vent art here! I really love all the little details and the character's pose :3 The knives and other such spikey things sticking into him are a nice touch and I do adore the blood as well >w< Your style fits very well with this sort of brutal, yet sad kind of pic and you pull off the atomsphere and emotions epically C: While this is a very nice pic, I'm also very sorry to hear things are so shitty for you right now! D: I know what it's like to be turned on by friends and for everything to just fall to the shit hole. <-__-> So I can sympathize~ I also know what it's like to do something out of hurt and then regret it hellishly later on down the line...but, I think everyone does that from time to time and if your friends fucked you over, nobody can blame you for fighting back or taking revenge. (Or so I've gathered this is what happened from the desc.) Anyways, I know it's not much coming from someone you barely met, but I hope things don't turn out as horrid in the end, somehow. Or if they do, may they fix up as soon as they can, and in the best ways that they can. C: Or, alternitively, TAKE THIS BOMB AND USE IT WISELY U: *hands*

Anyways~ Epic pic is zo epic |D /:+fav:
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Eddyisme Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
Ray, you are the most talented dude I've ever met who can draw the kind stuff you do, you're awesome in every way and a total magnet for shit like this, nothing I can say will help, maybe one day will come where everything finally sticks. I feel kinda bad now leaving knowing that you're fucked up. Somehow you keep meeting the purest assholes in the world, though I live a sheltered life I can only add my famous words,

"Fuck'em" whether it's how I dress, how I look, the color of my skin, the sound of my voice, the actions I choose, the way I live, the happiness I've found "Fuck'em" for it will not change Who I am, "Fuck'em". Later dude (Tips hat)
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Property-of-Gaara Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
-hug-
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flydog1234567890 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
im sorry about whats been going on, i hope things get beter, you can talk to me about it if you want or just talk about something to get your mind off things. dont be depressed though (>")>

great art work by the way ^.^
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RumScum Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Student Filmographer
I'm sorry for what's happening /: Everything will work out. On the other hand, this picture is intense and amazing. I love it~
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Comic7 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
#1: Awesome drawing, has a lot of depth and meaning

#2: I've been trough (kind of) a similer thing
-my situation nothing hapened
-Your situation : Move to texas, dye your hair and change your name
Or hope for the best
Or be apethitic about the situation :D

Anyway anthing could happen :D A moose could come flying out of the sky or something :D
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
heheh i may take that into concidation, but i luv my black hair! D:
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Comic7 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
meh . . . then just have that " I dont really care " attitude and hope for the best >:]
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gravenyDR Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
im terrble sorry dude if i ever met you in real life would always be your frienddude just lke i am now
i hope eveything works out with you dude
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks dude, i knew i count on you to be my friend always, :)
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gravenyDR Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2012
your welcoe dude :D :highfive:
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
smf;jgjkl;gkdfl;gTHISISSOAWESOME
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
*Sigh....* i guess so
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ohhhh... :/ Are you alright?
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
far from allright, waiting my impending doom from a selfish action that will distroy my friend-ship with many once good friends :(
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
D: I'm so sorry to hear that. -hug- I hope you'll feel better /: I wish I could be there and help you through those tough times. ): I hope they'll understand whtever the act was.
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
its okay, now that there's people out there like you, is all i need to get by this horrable mess :) than you :hug:
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconyooyayplz: you're welcome. (: I just don't like seeing someone as awesome as you suffer from something such as that. ;-; I hope you feel better. :'3 :icondeathhugplz:
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
D: I'm so sorry to hear that. -hug- I hope you'll feel better /: I wish I could be there and help you through those tough times. ): I hope they'll understand whtever the act was.
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Alexxh Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wot? D': Is something wrong?
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XAllison-JessieX Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
Holy fuck. This is amazing.
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Corpse-boy Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks.
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DragulasDragons Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
nuu! plz don't be depressed!
but i do understand, every once in awhile we all need to turn off, and get away from the world
you can talk to me if you want to
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