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more symbolism work.. this time a mirror to myself of what i have been hideing away from every one these many years.
oh boy.. how do i explain this one, this is not gonna be easy for me. i may or may not change your perspective of me. if i do and you dislike it, then im very very sorry but i seriously dont give a flying fuck. at this point i have dwelled within my own solitary misery for a perfounding amount of time, all due to my Insecurity and the dreaded thought of "what people would think of me", and all to the fault of the godsend perfection of failed minds known as...close minded people. well i say no more.. i will no longer hide myself from you.
ill explain what im trying to say.
you see for the longest time no one but a few selected group of friends and people who i deamed comfortable around knew that i am infact bi-sexual, and i dont mean im one of those trendly lame as kids who claim there bi/gay/ect and not actaully have any experiences and say it for fucking attendtion..
i am infact bi, meaning yes i am attractive guys and girles, i can chose to be gay for an extensive phase of time and swich back and forth,i have for many years since i was 12. and i,v had some concealed relationships. it was all hiddin away from every one simply because of my totally lack of self acceptance and shame, i grow up in town where same sex any thing is greatly frowed appon, so i closed up, created a fake image of myself and pretended to be some one eles for many years.. hide all my emotions, and keep back all my feelings.. denined who i am....HATED myself sooo VERY fucking much for it... just to be accepted, and even so, i wasnt successful at that, but kept my fake image any way because of pride. and hopeing to never let ME surface ...so i just remaind miserable.
im hoping this pic will be the brige on trying to fully accept on what i am, because i can't change it. so i may as well be proude of it.
the benefit of being me is that love is way easliy accessible.
so.. now hate me or love me i honestly dont fucking care, this is me.
oh boy.. how do i explain this one, this is not gonna be easy for me. i may or may not change your perspective of me. if i do and you dislike it, then im very very sorry but i seriously dont give a flying fuck. at this point i have dwelled within my own solitary misery for a perfounding amount of time, all due to my Insecurity and the dreaded thought of "what people would think of me", and all to the fault of the godsend perfection of failed minds known as...close minded people. well i say no more.. i will no longer hide myself from you.
ill explain what im trying to say.
you see for the longest time no one but a few selected group of friends and people who i deamed comfortable around knew that i am infact bi-sexual, and i dont mean im one of those trendly lame as kids who claim there bi/gay/ect and not actaully have any experiences and say it for fucking attendtion..
i am infact bi, meaning yes i am attractive guys and girles, i can chose to be gay for an extensive phase of time and swich back and forth,i have for many years since i was 12. and i,v had some concealed relationships. it was all hiddin away from every one simply because of my totally lack of self acceptance and shame, i grow up in town where same sex any thing is greatly frowed appon, so i closed up, created a fake image of myself and pretended to be some one eles for many years.. hide all my emotions, and keep back all my feelings.. denined who i am....HATED myself sooo VERY fucking much for it... just to be accepted, and even so, i wasnt successful at that, but kept my fake image any way because of pride. and hopeing to never let ME surface ...so i just remaind miserable.
im hoping this pic will be the brige on trying to fully accept on what i am, because i can't change it. so i may as well be proude of it.
the benefit of being me is that love is way easliy accessible.
so.. now hate me or love me i honestly dont fucking care, this is me.
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I know this is two years late, but I still want to say this. Love is love, and love is beautiful. It shouldn't matter who loves who. I don't see how my or someone else's love is a problem to anyone else. If two persons like or love each other, and they treat each other with care, then how is it anyone else's business?
It is nice to hear that you have shared your story with us. It is an inspiration - to not always blindly follow peer pressure.
It is nice to hear that you have shared your story with us. It is an inspiration - to not always blindly follow peer pressure.