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alone by Corpse-boy alone by Corpse-boy
vent art.. im feeling like shit right now.. and i just wish to get a few things off my mind.
i feel that i.m slowly being abandon by most of my friends, at the expense of isolating myself to better myself at what i do best, art of course, i push myself away from every one and make myself completely unavailable so no one can reach and disturb me at my work. the result is the ability to create, but inability to communicate. not to mention no quality time to check out what people are talking about, which explains why I'm short on talk.
i just feel that i have been working too much, living under a rock and that because of my time devoted else where i can't be with my friends, and because of that my friends don't come looking for me, don't invite or show up at the door like they use too. its sad because my parents tough me to be a work freak, so on instinct I automatically just want to work when i get board. but thats not what i want.. i just want to talk to some one..i don't want to be alone.

this was a experimental peace with textures and water color shade. made with sai.
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hermafrodite Featured By Owner May 11, 2013
im so there
timberwolfdsk Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2013
I like his expression and his hair and pretty much the overall feel of the picture.....he seems really deep in thought.

Its important to get out and hang out with your friends or try to have them come over and hangout at your home to give you a break and give you a chance to laugh. Its important to find something to laugh over each and everyday.....either a funny movie or book you enjoy reading what ever makes you laugh make time for it each and everyday. I think its healthy too but forget I have read that fact somewhere but latched onto the fact that laughter is good for your health.

I would tell you a joke but have been told many times my jokes my attempt would most likely have the opposite effect. ;)

What kind of music do you listen to? Like Black Veil Brides or Gackt or Hyde? Skillet? There are so many out now that totally make the day more fun to jump around to.
Erufu-san Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is so sad...
DarkKillerPincess Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013
Don't be sad, I'll be you friend.
Eixla Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2013
You can always come and talk to me Ray. I know that it's not the same as it is talking to someone face to face but hopefully it'll help? *Hugs*
ColoRapo Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, you're not the only one who lives under a rock.
NeonWolf010 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I love your drawings there so awesome!
EMOFweak Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am against the same exact wall as you, except you are more cooler.

Since I am a loner again(Like I been wanting to be), I can be to myself without anyone giving me questions.
It maybe cool to have ppl around, but to me, it just cripples; despite the fact that my own wall does too.
But you know what you right? Hey, you are awesome to us on DA. I would totally hang out and talk to you.
Stay wicked. <^_^>
DragulasDragons Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i agree with the comment below, you should find a way to balance your work and friends, them maybe things will get better *hugs*
but i'll always be here for you to talk or vent to :huggle:
Darkside915 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013   Digital Artist
What you need to do is learn to balance, friends and work, in order to harmonize both of them :3 Let me explain, it's GREAT that you're so focused on your art 8D But, from what I'm reading here, it saddens you that you're losing friends over it. So what I think would be a good thing, is for you to try to maybe, like, set a schedule for yourself? :3 Maybe like, "I'm going to put aside (idk uh...) three or four hrs (or a certain day or two, etc) to socialize with mates, and then set aside another set of hours or days for art/etc." It's hard at first, but if you keep working at it, you'll soon be more easily like "Oh! I haven't talked/hung out/etc. with anyone in a while, let me contact them 8D" etc. Start by maybe setting up alarms on your phone for it. Sounds stupid I know, but it rly works to remind you with things, especially since, as you say in your desc here, you get rly focused on your drawings/etc . c: I do that all the time to help remind me to not neglect ppl because of my social anxiety! xD (Now when I'm having a depressive episode, nothing works...still trying to figure a way out of THOSE lolol FFFF. xD) So when you start working on a drawing, maybe have your alarm go off after four or five hrs, so that you can move on and do smtng with a friend/etc :3 I'M NOT MAKING SENSE LOL. Not to mention, who am I to talk...I isolate myself too, and withdraw from life for MONTHS on end due to my depression, as was the recent unpleasantness for my 7month hiatus lololol xD But anyways! It's never fun to feel lonely...But I do know how hard it is to keep up with ppl...Sometimes I just don't understand how "normal" ppl can do it! Just keep up with socializing and stuff so effortlessly idk...D: I wish you luck with it :'D If your friends abandon you, even if you explain to them the reason why you find it hard to keep in touch, then they're not very good friends >> I mean, they should understand that you're trying :'D As long as you try your best, that's a good start! C: Also, maybe try to start making first contact with some of your mates too (like good ones you don't want to lose/consider them worth the effort) they might be hurt/feel like they're annoying you/etc. and that's why they've stopped talking to you :'D I mean...sometimes ppl just think they're annoying someone if they try to talk to them first all the time! I certainly do x,D;;; Which is why I then just...stop :'D;; It's like OH GOD I MUST BE ANNOYING THIS PERSON. THEY NEVER EMAIL/TXT/ETC. ME FIRST SO ... D: Yeah :'D Just try explaining your issue to your friends; if they're good friends they'll understand, surely ^^

NOW ONTO THE DRAWING >8C I fucking ranted too much up thar XD Anyways, I LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE IN THIS PIC 83 And the dark, gloomy BG C8 I'm so sorry for the chara tho D: He looks so sad :< FFFF *sits with him* YOU'RE NO LONGER ALONE, BRAH |D /annoying. Vent art is good though <3 I hope you feel a bit better since drawing this! And it does help to reach out online, like here on dA :3 I know it's not the same as IRL mates, but it's something, right? X,D


FEEL BETTER. I'M HERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED A FRIEND :iconletmehugyouplz: Take care and may your days be brighter! :>
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