alone

vent art.. im feeling like shit right now.. and i just wish to get a few things off my mind.
i feel that i.m slowly being abandon by most of my friends, at the expense of isolating myself to better myself at what i do best, art of course, i push myself away from every one and make myself completely unavailable so no one can reach and disturb me at my work. the result is the ability to create, but inability to communicate. not to mention no quality time to check out what people are talking about, which explains why I'm short on talk.
i just feel that i have been working too much, living under a rock and that because of my time devoted else where i can't be with my friends, and because of that my friends don't come looking for me, don't invite or show up at the door like they use too. its sad because my parents tough me to be a work freak, so on instinct I automatically just want to work when i get board. but thats not what i want.. i just want to talk to some one..i don't want to be alone.

this was a experimental peace with textures and water color shade. made with sai.